I try to console myself saying that I have an amazing family - a beautiful wife, and a beautiful daughter. A family that many might even envy. And for that I am proud. Yet, I look at my career life and accomplishments, and can't help but feel a sense of, well, lack of accomplishment.
Monday, 5 December 2011
Be Still
I try to console myself saying that I have an amazing family - a beautiful wife, and a beautiful daughter. A family that many might even envy. And for that I am proud. Yet, I look at my career life and accomplishments, and can't help but feel a sense of, well, lack of accomplishment.
Sunday, 28 February 2010
Thoughts
Does anyone still read this?
Well, on the off chance that someone does, here's a new post for you. =)
I'm... antsy.
God is doing some major stuff in our lives. And there are some amazing things on the horizon. I truly believe it. But I'm antsy. I want it now.
Also, I'm dying to do some singing and dancing. Yet... don't know where a good outlet would be?
Also, OK. I think here's the key to where this all started.
I started watching Glee a few months ago. Such a fun show. If you haven't watched it, you could check it out. I don't agree with many of the morals on the show, but the music is great.
Anyway... so I saw that the Fox network is potentially going to have open casting calls for the show starting ... sometime soon. And I of course, would love to audition. Though... don't know if I can.
Well, I was doing some surfing and I came across a bunch of videos of others who had the same idea that I did. One in particular was of an Asian dude. And it was really super cool. Really well edited, and he's got a great voice. And well, that just got me feeling kind of inferior.
I know it's silly. But, I don't know.
Anyway... so i started itching. Itching to perform to sing, to do something . . .
but what?!
Wednesday, 2 December 2009
new blog
So I've started a new project.
Some of you know that Linda and I have recently set out on a new venture.
It's one that has been a big challenge, but one that I believe will reap big rewards in the end.
In the process of building this thing up, I've learned about myself and life and come across some nuggets of wisdom. I've also had some obstacles to overcome.
While learning and dealing with the struggles, I realized that there were probably others out there in the same boat. So in an effort to encourage others and a bit for self-medication =) I decided to start a new blog.
I'll definitely keep this one going, so that y'all know the comings and goings of Linda and I.
But if you need some encouragement, or if you know any dreamers out there who need a little push. You can go or send them to www.infinitelymorethanyoucanaskorimagine.blogspot.com
Long name, I know. But everything else I wanted was taken. And I felt that it was a great name for a blog about dreams.
Anyway, check it out and e-mail me if you've got questions!
Definitely excuse any typos or stylistic faux pas or misplaced/lack of punctuation.
Campbell
Thursday, 8 October 2009
30, Quirky and Jiving
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
About Time
SORRY!
I had a few moments tonight, so I thought I'd shoot a quick update for those of you who still check. =)
Yesterday, was a big day for feeling blessed.
We started the morning in chapel and one of our old co-workers Adele shared with everyone about the time she spent in Africa. WOW. What an eye opener.
I mean here's the thing, I've heard these talks before, I've seen pictures, and I know the facts. I am rich. Maybe I'm not rich, in the fact that I can't just go out and buy whatever I want. However, the fact that I can pretty much go out and just buy something to eat if I'm hungry, or the fact that I have an nice apartment to live in with running water, electricity, etc... or the fact that I can afford to fly home once a year. By the standards of a large majority of the world, I am rich.
Back to chapel, the stuff Adele shared really just broke my heart and amazed me. She shared with us about a family of four children whose father was a drunk and whose mother was no longer around. I forget whether she died, or she ran off, anyway, basically these kids were left to fend for themselves. When Adele found them, they were infested with jiggers, which are little flees that burrow into your skin and lay eggs. (She showed pictures, and yes it is gross.) Anyway, Adele basically loved on these kids. She helped to clean these flees out of the kids legs and feet. And she bought them new sheets and just basically took care of them. It really turned their life around. Now the dad has a steady job, is no longer a drunk. Adele shared that this dad shared with one of Adele's co-workers that "Adele helped her children to become human again." Amazing. God really used Adele to show his love to these kids.
Adele also shared other pictures of orphans that she worked with, and tribes who take care of cattle and just basically live outside with no running water, whose kids have the job of collecting the cow dung and piling it up to burn, so they can sleep in the ashes to keep bugs away. Seriously. Like I said, eye-opening.
I mean saying all of this, I may sound like an ignoramus, living up in my ivory tower. But like I said, I've heard the talks, and I've known about the suffering, but to look at pictures it brings things to light in a very different way.
Anyway, after having that chapel in the morning, I had another eye-opening experience in the evening when Linda and I and a few of our friends went to see "Slumdog Millionaire." Great movie by the way for those of you who haven't seen it. But be forewarned, there's lots of violence, so if you have a weak heart, maybe don't go see it. Anyway, again seeing the squalor and conditions that these kids grew up in. And just the danger they faced with the people who wanted to exploit them. I really just felt again very BLESSED.
All I have to say is, DADDY, THANK YOU! I know I did nothing to deserve the lot in life that you have placed me in. I know it is only by your grace and mercy that I have the things that I have, and I ask your forgiveness for complaining and being dissatisfied. And I ask your forgiveness for not taking advantage of all the things that you have given to me, and for even wasting many of the resources that you have so lavishly poured out into my life. I ask that you would help me to use every resource, every gift you give to me wisely. May I not squander any of it. And may I learn to be content and use what I have to bless others.
Thursday, 2 October 2008
Friday, 26 September 2008
Broadway Academy Part II



After the cabaret, all the students came on stage and we sang a medley of songs from Rent. I really liked that. I got to sing some songs that I've really liked since High School. 





Wednesday, 17 September 2008
Celebrating Mom and Sisterhood
This is my mother--more than a year ago on my wedding day. Last Thursday was her birthday. Growing up, birthdays have been a sweet delight. My parents were not too fancy about celebrating birthdays... especially their own. As their daughters, we frequently forget their birthdays, actually... sad confession here. Why you ask? Well, because both my parents' birthdays go by the lunar calendar. So my sisters and I often miss their birthdays or celebrate the wrong date because we get mixed up with the different calendars. No excuse, I know. :PBut here is a public declaration of love to my mother!
Here are top 5 things i love about my mother and hope to become more like my mother:
1. her compassion:
My mother has the biggest heart I know. I appreciate her heart of compassion for others, stray animals.
2. her quirkyness:
Campbell would say that I inherited this trait in aces. So I probably already am like her in this regard. Questions for details of how? You can email me. I have stories. Or... Campbell has stories. ;)
3. her devotion to the Lord:
My mother is one of the biggest intercessors I know. She prays... a lot! She prays until our dinner gets cold and then my dad is like... hmm this is good, but can we eat now? :) HAHA. And growing up, one of my fondness memories include praying with my mother for our family and relatives... and extended relatives and friends, and so on and on. :)
4. her devotion to our family:
She has made tremendous sacrifices for us. From leaving a great paying job in Asia to starting over in the States, she has overcome much for the sake of her family. Now, growing older, realizing more and more how hard and how selfless you have to be to mother three daughters. And now having all her daughters out of the house and married, she still makes sacrifices for us. Mommy, we love you!
5. her dedication to excellence:
My mother has exemplified persistance and determination in her pursuit of excellence. She shows integrity and character in work and life. When she immigrated to the States, she realized she needed more training. So as an older/middle aged woman, she went back to school. She worked during the day and went to UCLA extension during the evening to get an accounting degree. I didn't realized how difficult it was, since it was in her second language and how much I gave her flack for not being at home at night. She did it for us. But she also proved she can do it. "The mind is the biggest tool if you use it" is what she taught me.
Mom, I love you and hope that God will continue to give me grace to be like you. :) The quirky Prov. 31 woman. :) Your child sing praises about you!
As I celebrate my mom, it is also fitting that I celebrate the other women in my life. I am a blessed woman with many treasured friends. And with each of the sister in my life, I am thankful to have such special connections.
I am honored to share this dress with these sisters. :)
Beth, you go, girl! Rooting for you!! Beth is getting married with Mr. Leo Wei!
And Drea, you go too. Almost 8 months of honeymoon-ing! :)
Friday, 15 August 2008
Computers and Broadway
Sorry it's been awhile. We really need to get better at this updating thing.
SO, my computer has officially died. I guess it was about time. I bought my computer about 5 1/2 years ago before I came to Taiwan. So it had a good run. I guess it was just unfortunate the way that it died.
Over the months my computer had been getting progressively slower and slower. Last week, I was working on it, and I just got so frustrated with it, I wanted to shut it down. But of course that process also was taking forever, and it was getting late, so I just decided to do a force shut down. BAD IDEA. The next day, I went to turn on my computer. No go. It wouldn't load.
I took it to work hoping that someone would be able to save it, or at least save my hard drive. But, no. It's dead.
The sad thing is that I had a lot of really important, priceless photos, videos and other things on there. I had my video I made the day I proposed to Linda, I had my letter from ORTV. I had a lot of irreplaceable stuff. SO I'm consider the idea of finding a data retreival company and seeing what they can do.
On a more fun note. In a few minutes, I'll be leaving for my first day of Broadway Camp! YAY! =) I'm really excited.
For those of you who don't know. Back in June, I auditioned for a Broadway Camp here in Taipei. It's a one week camp. A group from America called, "American Voices" does cultural programs around the world. And they've put together a Broadway Camp with some professionals from the states. And they're coming this week to do training. We'll be learning singing, dancing, and acting. And we'll be working on music from 2 shows, Guys and Dolls and Rent along with our own songs. And at the end of the week, next Saturday, we'll have a concert. I'm excited and nervous! =)
Hopefully, I can get a few pictures and post them on here.
Thanks for reading! =)
Wednesday, 16 July 2008
Recent Happenings
This is another recent happening. This is STAFF CHOIR on tour! We had a lot of fun singing and dancing away! This was us on the bus going to Taichung.
Our brother, Jeff, is on the island!! Campbell and I got to see Jeff in action. He's great! We are so proud of him. And it was fun meeting some students there too.
And "Hi, friends"! This is me. With braces. Ha! Where are my braces you ask? Look below!
Do you see them? If you look closely at the previous picture, you can see the upper braces too!
OK! So that's the recent happenings with me, Mrs. Chang. Come back for more future updates! And leave us a note!
Monday, 30 June 2008
Behind the Scenes


I love it when my future father-in-law embraced Campbell. The tears were there. I was so glad one of my oldest friends, Camilly, dropped by in the morning, too!3. Some of our favorite "little people": April and Abby Chang with Annabelle Leonard --> our flower girls. Cam and I had three flower girls. During our rehearsal, Annabelle was clearly the leader. She basked in the attention and walked steadily while
my two nieces wavered between soft cries and muted uncertainities. But on the day, for some reason, cute Annabelle pulled an "abandon ship" move and left my two nieces completely unsure what to do next. I just love the expressions on their faces. And it's precious how Abby's dress is too big on her. (Sidenote: I'll be sure to save this picture to show everyone on her wedding day. I'm sure she will be thrilled. :P)Update
It's been awhile. Don't have time to add any pictures, but I'll give a quick update on what's going on in the Chang household.
Last Saturday, I had the privelege of leading an English Camp in Ilan. It was quite the learning experience organizing everyone and getting the whole thing together. Praise God it went really well. What really touched me was how several students at the end of the day came up and said, "Lao shi, wo men zhen de hao xi huan ni men." (Teacher, we really like you.) And these were college students. So praise God. =) Really. I ended the day, tuckered, but so grateful for my team and for how God led.
Also, this summer at ORTV we've got 20+ interns working with us. They're a great bunch. And we've got 3 of them staying with us. Three boys. So Linda gets to experience what it's like living in what the Chinese call, a boys' dormitory. =) HAHA... It's been a great experience. Linda and I feel like we're getting training on how to be parents. =)
Anyway... we'll try to get some pictures up for y'all to see.
Thanks for checking in!
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
Thanksgiving, Christmas AND New Years
(And by nice, I mean we didn't play at all. And by football, I mean we smeared mud on each other in the makeup room.)
Here's Ashley with two pies waiting with our turkey to go on set.
Here Simon tells Renee that the food smells great. Unfortunately, Renee doesn't think the same of Simon.
And in true TV LAND fashion, after we celebrate Thanksgiving we move right on to celebrating Christmas. With a change in wardobe and scenery, here we all are caroling. (really off-key)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
This week was also the last week of skit recording for 2008. So we took some picture swith some of the production assistants and techies for our show.
One Year! Already?! How Time Flies!
Linda and my character, Renee and Simon also celebrated their wedding anniversary this week. So we had fun celebrating our anniversary with our friends on set.
(You can tell we're both a bit sleepy from all the relaxation.) =)
So that's it! That's been our week of celebration. We've yet to cut our wedding cake yet. We're still trying to find time to do that. =) But when we do, we'll be sure to post some pictures.
Love ya!
Friday, 23 May 2008
Brace Yourself!
Those were the days.
But wasn't all that moaning and groaning worth it when after Dr. Reallywhatishisnamenow took off each bracket and brace, when I tasted the slimminess of my straight and beautiful pearly whites? I am ever thankful for my parents. This was a good investment.
... Now, back are the days. Friends, I have braces again.
Ever since I was little, I have one tooth in the back where it just took forever to grow. And it was crooked. Now, finally, it decided it's going to face the world and push and push... and it's pushing into another tooth. Dr. Sunday (bless his heart) recommended that I get braces again to upright this bad tooth. So now, I have 6 brackets. 3 on the top, and 3 on the bottom. The plan is by 9 months, I'll have my freedom again. But until then, I am a waxed covered (wax protects my mouth from those pesky wires), reliving my teenage days, braces lady.
Holler back and let me know your (love) affair with braces or your teeth!
Maybe I'll include a picture of me with braces next time. Stay tuned.
-L
Saturday, 3 May 2008
Thursday, 1 May 2008
11 months . . . already?!
Time just doesn't stop does it? Today is Linda and I celebrate 11 months of being married. Where did the time go? I can't believe we're almost through with our first year of marriage.
What are some highlights?
Well, I'll write some and Linda can write some later.
1. Sharing life together. It's really a great joy to have our own place and to be able to just have life together.
2. Seeing 2 families become one. We are so thankful that our parents have become really good friends. And it's wonderful to experience our two families, both immediate and extended, embrace Linda and I. Also, I love seeing Linda interact with my parents. And I'm really thankful for her parents, too. And I'm growing more and more comfortable with them all the time. They have really become my parents, as well.
3. Our trip back to New York and Canada. Being in New York with both of our parents was wonderful. It was a trip filled with memories. Also, of course, going to Canada and being able to attend the wedding of our beloved Daniel and Andrea.
4. Our trip to Thailand with Daniel and Andrea. This was our first trip together with another couple. And it was fun! =) Really relaxed, but we got a lot done.
5. Co-MCing our friends Lisa and Peter's wedding banquet. That was a challenge cause we had to do it bilingually, but it was a great bonding and learning experience.
6. Seeing the way that the Lord has changed and molded the two of us. For me, I have definitely changed after marriage. A lot of people have sensed it, including me. I am more stable, more confident. I feel more grounded. As for Linda, she has changed, too. She's more secure, more confident.
7. Seeing some of the cogs in our machine start to fit together. While we were dating, my dad told me that Linda and I were the type of a couple that was a "perfect match." This doesn't mean that we were exactly alike in every way. Actually, it meant the exact opposite. It meant that we were very different. But our differences complimented each other in such a way that they matched. The challenge with that is to see fit the differences together so we can run smoothly without butting heads. Over the past year, I've seen countless examples of how God has created us opposite but complimentary.
A) Spending habits. Linda's more of a saver. I'm more of a spender. This doesn't mean that Linda doesn't spend and I don't save. But I have noticed that her saving nature balances my spending nature. And vice versa. At first, I'll admit, I was a bit frustrated because I felt that she was, "cheap." But I felt God nudging my heart and reminding me that if she weren't like that, we'd probably be broke within the first month. =)
B) Rest and Activity. Linda tends to need more rest than I do. I tend to enjoy hitting the ground running. So when we take trips, I want to go out and get going and see everything. But Linda often needs a break, or time to rest. At first, again, I was frustrated. I felt like she was holding me back. But again, God reminded me of something. Sometimes my go, go, go attitude isn't always healthy. I believe God put Linda in my life to slow me down. This sounds negative but it isn't. We all need to rest. I think half the time I don't realize how tired I am because I'm running on adrenaline. With Linda, I am forced to slow down. I'm forced to take a breath. To "stop and smell the roses" if I may borrow the cliche.
C) Introvert/Extrovert Linda and I are both introvert/extroverts. But not at the same time. What I've found is that many times when Linda's feeling introverted, that's when I feel extroverted. For example, she'll want to stay home and I'll want to go out and hang out. But many times when I'm introverted, Linda's extroverted. For example, calling people to set up appointments. Meeting new friends, and building new relationships.
God has really created a perfect match for me. This doesn't mean we're perfect yet. And we're still discovering new things all the time. But I'm thankful for my honey. I'm thankful for who she is, even if I don't understand her all the time. ;)
For me, I'm praying the Lord would help me to appreciate and cherish Linda for the way that he has made her, instead of trying to form and make her into who I want her to be.
I love you, Lin! =) You're my best friend and a dear gift from God.
Praying for all of you to find love in your lives.
Blessings.
-C
Sunday, 13 April 2008
Fun in Bagkok
Linda and I at the Grand Palace in Bangkok
Temple of the Emerald Buddha
The gang at the Grand Palace.
We didn't eat at this restaurant. But we liked the name. =)
We took a riverboat.
Our wonderful traveling buddies, the Bastkes.
The riverboat drove us through the canals of Bangkok. That was quite the experience. Bangkok is known as "The Venice of Asia" and we could see why. There were hundreds of houses and buildings built right on the water. Some of them were really nice. Others reminded me of driving through bayous. Not that I've ever been in a bayou.
The travelers at dinner.
We visited The Chang Massage Parlor at the Bangkok Airport on our last day.

